escape

I close my eyes and I see a whole different world. A world of shapes and colours and flying objects. A world where there is no right or wrong. I feel everything around me and yet I cannot touch anything. There are no faces or bodies or anything that's meaning can be easily discerned. Yet there is a plain, simple object that stands out. It looks plain and simple, although I can tell that it is not. It represents something more, something special, something that is one of a kind. I can't easily describe what it looks like despite its simplicity. It isn't the outside, it's the inside that matters, on the inside it is incredibly beautiful, like the most beautiful, precious thing in the world. The shapes begin to fade into the black background. The unique one is the last to go, I want to reach out and hold onto it but I cannot, I have to let it go. My eyes slowly open and I come to a world that is so much darker. For 4 minutes I was alive and just now I died again.